by Moushumi Patankar, UK
Love is their nourishment and offering. Fire is their ally. Silence is the ground on which they rest. Consciousness is their state of being. Their body resonates in alignment with AUM—the subtle vibration of Supreme Consciousness.
— Extract from MAST – The Ecstatic by Mohanji
(their = avadhoota)
On the 6th of April, I was watching a movie, taking a brief pause before beginning to create an ACT video. Suddenly, an intense urge arose within me, like a volcano ready to erupt, compelling me to write about the experiences I have been going through.
These experiences began the very day I started conducting the Conscious Cleansing Process.
The moment I opened my laptop, words began to flow effortlessly, like a stream of water. There was a deep sense of completion after I completed this writing.
That same evening, I hosted a MAST reading followed by meditation at my home. While reading, I came across the passage above, about fire, OM, and the state of being. In that moment, I realised everything had aligned perfectly: the time, the space, and the words. It felt like the right moment to express this journey.
With the blessings of Mohanji, I invite you to read this experience.
There are countless techniques and processes in this world that help us reconnect with ourselves and with the Guru. When a higher source calls you toward a path, the connection already exists. However, to experience and understand it, we need a kind of “language.” These techniques and processes become that language.
Before I met Mohanji, I had only heard his name. Yet, there was a powerful magnetic pull, one that continues to deepen with each passing moment. With his blessings and guidance, I have shared some of my experiences through blogs, while keeping a few sacred ones within.
I have always believed in direct connection and have rarely engaged in structured processes, unless I felt a genuine inner calling. The Conscious Cleansing Process was one such call. Whether conducted with many or just a few, numbers have never mattered to me. What matters is the source, the connection, and the joy within it. The Guru takes care of the rest.
The first time I conducted the process, I could not sleep. The second time, the same. The third time, again, sleeplessness. And this continues even now. Instead of sleep, I experience an intense heat within my body. Yet, it is not discomfort. It feels as though I am a feather dancing above a fire, untouched by it, moving with grace.
Then came the experiences.
After these sleepless nights, when sleep eventually arrived, it was deep and vivid. I began to dream, clear, lifelike dreams of people from different phases of my life: those still present and those who had left, physically or emotionally. Each dream carried a strong sense of reality, unfolding past moments with clarity.
What I came to understand was profound: this cleansing was bringing closure.
Every dream marked the end of a chapter with a specific person. I may not recall every detail, but I remember the people, and more importantly, the feeling of completion. It was as if each story ended with a full stop. Done. Settled.
In the nights that followed, new dreams emerged, new faces, different phases of life, each closing another loop. Interestingly, in all these dreams, I remained only an observer. I did not interfere, analyse, or judge; I simply witnessed.
I recall one particular dream where I saw my home from a specific time, along with a person whose presence had always caused deep emotional distress. Though this person has now passed away, I relived that fear in the dream. I woke up, realising it was only a dream. When I closed my eyes again, the dream resumed, but this time, it concluded with a sense of closure. The fear was gone.
Did you notice? Even after a person has left the body, we may still hold on to the fear and emotional pain they created. We must feel that fear, accept it, and then release it. That is the essence of the Conscious Cleansing Process—and I experienced this deeply through a dream.
Gradually, I understood, this was grace in action. Mohanji was helping close the unfinished chapters of my life, dissolving past impressions with remarkable precision.
On the nights when I conduct the process, I do not dream. Instead, I remain in that state, like a feather dancing above an inner fire, fully surrendered. There is no fear of falling, no resistance, only presence. The mind rests deeply.
One must understand: the Guru knows exactly what each person needs. The right technique, the appropriate process, it all arrives at the right time.
As written in MAST:
“A Guru travels across seven seas to meet a disciple.”
With deep gratitude and surrender, I offer this experience at the feet of Mohanji, the one who has emerged from OM.
|| JAI BRAHMARISHI MOHANJI ||
Edited & Published by – Testimonials Team, 14th May 2026
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